endless (b)(s)ummer

A lot and nothing really has happened.

-Stevie,my 2-day kitten died from an upper respiratory infection.i was trying to get him better. we buried him in the backyard and it felt awful.
-i've worked three 14 hour days this week and my body feels like it's shutting down.
-Christine's pregnancy is starting to show
-i decided I'm moving to Philly at least for three months starting in August. maybe longer-I'll be subletting jessi's room which is the most exciting thing.
me and sonrisa have already made plans for fucking fantastic/fuck the world FALL.

which will be a mind meld with east meets west annihilation in a little less than two weeks. I've only been talking about this SINCE before i moved here.

a couple of nights ago I had a dream that Juan and Doug owned a TV that was haunted and made people turn into disgusting versions of the things they were watching. like their dream dog-a pitbull that i watched turn from a version of clifford the big red dog into cujo with huge black eyes.somehow me skip christine, alex, juan,and a bunch of other kids had just graduated from college and we were driving around in a huge van with huge windows stealing things and making trouble. Alex said "we better get to the bars soon so that we can milk this whole graduation thing for all it's worth, you know everyone will buy us free drinks".it was just really strange and long.

I fly out the morning of August 8th.let's hang out before i leave.
-s

summer shedding

I've been listening to only pop-punk and old mix tapes I used to listen to when I was 16.
all i've been doing is working and staying out of the house till all hours when everyone's already asleep and just crawl into my bed and pass out until the sun comes in through the curtains I have, which don't really block out anything, but the streetlight outside my window at night.
on sunday i went to antioch with juan and we drove around in the heat that reminded me of NY a little and made me homesick for New York summers more than I already am. i sat by the pool and thought of how much i miss swimming. we walked around 'the strip', but since it was Sunday no one was out and I wondered about growing up in a place that would probably sometimes become a too hot ghost town. it reminded me of when I was down in Athens or Asheville-for almost no reason at all, except for the way it felt. it was really nice.
also we ate at IHOP, which was weird because of how the crepes are different based on their country name(German& Swedish and some other one I can't remember).also there were some juggalos sleeping in the back of their juggalo truck in the parking lot at the water park.




jenny's sick and moves out tomorrow, I'm gonna miss staying up late and coming home with her.
lately I've been having weird night sweats and nightmares-but only when i sleep in the house. I think it's stress.
my tattoo is healing up finally and not shedding all over the place anymore-which is always nice especially now because it looks less like a disgusting snake and more like summer.
this weekend i have a 3-day weekend-hopefully I end up doing bigger things than i think

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