dear,
i know exactly how you feel. i know you have stuff to deal with, but if you ever want to run away for a little bit, my doors always open and then we can drink coffee and try and figure out how our words got so hard to say and life got so hard to live and create more whole things together.

more and more i feel like that's all i want to do with other people, move outside of the space I'm usually moving in within myself and collaborate with other people on things we can be proud of and use to fill in the spaces we can't fill in ourselves right now. i don't think it's too much to ask.

today i'm looking for a job and making mix tapes that are long overdue.