this whole month has been a shit storm, a horrible start to being 23. I can't wait for July, I can only hope that things improve by then. so much for endless summer, it barely feels like summer since it's been raining so on and off and all facets of my life have pretty much been fucked by incidents that I had no control and actions that were someone elses. I just want to leave again, before I know it this summer that I've been looking to all year will be over and school will start again, and at least there's something comforting in that. life is hell.hell is life.